I dive into a small foxhole, rifle in one hand, bible in the other. But what is the use? Just from a small glance I see that God forsook this place long ago. The trench is caving, it’s rotted wood has fallen, revealing the bodies we dug into the trench. Revealing a stench of burnt flesh and vomit, dirty and rotting, the bodies are desperately piled back into the side of the trench. Shells wail as we hear them come thundering down, smoke and debris rattle through our trench like an avenging spirit, shrapnel comes flying; lodging into my helmet I duck for some cover as more comes flying.
My haversack is a heavy weight on my back, I need to move, why should I be able to sleep anyway? I saw rats gnawing on those men who will never go home again, never to see their family- instead just a piece of paper will make it home, a paper that tells them of his death- why should I have the privilege of sleep when others cannot. I leave my haversack and run on through the trench, ducking shells and shrapnel as I go. Machine guns rattle in my ears, drowning out the devilish screams of dying men and the desperate Bugles, sounding their trumpets.
But suddenly… the shelling stops. The bugles fall quiet. This is the part we hate the most, before every charge of the Fritz, comes…
“GAS! GAS! MASKS ON COVER Y’SELVES!” yell the Corporals, over the ecstasy of fumbling as gas masks are fitted and we hide our bare skin. Here it comes, floating towards us in a green mist, it is gently drifting towards us, each metre it takes screams ‘ You’re going to die! you’re going to die!’ It arrives towards us, I become engulfed in a damp, burning smog, I cannot shield the constant cries of pain from those poor souls who lost their mask. Then the coughing starts, those attempts to choke out the froth as it corrupts their lungs, but all that comes up are pieces of flesh and flecks of vomit as they are silently throttled to the moulded, rat-infested floors.
After the gas, finally come the Germans, charging into our trench, suddenly our gunners are cutting them down like wheat in a field, but they finally make it, coming over the top, bayonets flashing and the golden helmet spikes glittering in the sun. But I will survive, I always do, but it is not a mercy, it is torture- me knowing that this will continue. I will always see men dying, being burnt and torn mentally and physically. Who really wants to live when this is all they can expect, it is true, God forsook Flanders long ago.


